June 2011
mistermcjacob asked: no need to over react and get dramatic as if i'm somehow personally attacking you. But working hard to look so unhealthy is, well, UNHEALTHY.
mistermcjacob asked: oh not perfect, flawless...
mistermcjacob asked: you honestly think that model is perfect? theres a medical term for that, its "emaciated".
So, I know I’m not the prettiest, or thinnest girl. I know I’m not a super model, and I know that 100% of girls are prettier than me. I know this, I struggle with loving myself everyday. I know that no matter how many times you tell me I’m beautiful I’m not going to believe you. I know it’s a typical thing for guys to watch porn, got it. But don’t tell me that. Because I just see it as I’m not...
Once again
I’ve made you feel like shit because I can’t handle my own emotions. I’ve made you upset and angry at yourself when you’ve done nothing wrong. Because, I have NO self-esteem. Sorry.
May 2011
Let me introduce myself.
My name is Emily. I try to be nice to everyone. My heart is huge. I live in Louisiana. I’m taken. I try my best to be perfect, and I know I’m not. I struggle with loving myself daily. I’m always here to help anyone who needs me, but when I need someone whose there? I need attention, and acceptance. I need to know people care, and love me. I read a lot, and I use books as my...
I showed you my scars, that was a first.
I didn’t show you what was new. I didn’t show you the fresh ones, the ones that haven’t turned into scars yet. So you think that I’m done, and I’m not. Silly you.
:/
Julia Darko: This is why I won't post pictures of... →
juliah-darko:
It is the same exact reason why I won’t post people smoking ciggarettes with beautiful all over them. Being fat is UNHEALTHY no matter how hard you try to make it pretty it ISN’T. Being overweight is unhealthy, unhealthiness is not beauty in my eyes. You can send me hate mail or reblog this…
Dear GOD Julia, it’s like you’re inside my head<333
19 more followers until 200(:
Reblog if you follow back!
dontsettleforcoldandrain:
I will follow you! :)
Lately every time I eat, it gets harder and harder to keep down. It’s killing me it really is. Because I’m trying so hard to over come my ED, but the fact that I can’t eat at all is sickening. I don’t know where to go for help. Noone knows how to help. And, that’s all that I want. Help.
Dear Future Boyfriend,
notestomyfutureboyfriend:
I want to be so happy with you that other people look at us and wonder if they’ll ever have a shot at something as great as our love.
Love,
Me
Dear Current Boyfriend,
notestomycurrentboyfriend:
I promise I will never leave you, no matter what we go through, no matter how hard it gets. I want you to know that I love you, and that’s how it will always be. <3
Dear Current Boyfriend,
notestomycurrentboyfriend:
I know at times I’m not the best girlfriend, but I really am trying.
Dear Current Boyfriend,
notestomycurrentboyfriend:
You make me smile, no matter what the time of day, day of the week, holiday, or occasion. No matter how close we are or how much distance is between us. You make me smile when I’m frowning, having a rough day, am stressed, or am confused. You always make me smile and I’m so glad you’re here for me. I love you.
Dear Current Boyfriend,
notestomycurrentboyfriend:
Don’t ever feel insecure about our love; this is real, this is all true, we are doing this everyday; together you and i, i promise i’m true to you and only you<3
Dear Future Boyfriend,
believewhatyouwant:
I want to be so happy with you that other people look at us and wonder if they’ll ever have a shot at something as great as our love.
Love,
Me
